First 5:30am workout in the Bank

Getting up today, the first day was not so bad...got dressed in the dark (which works because anyone who enjoys a 5:30 am workout is doing so in the dark...). I woke up a few times in the night and refused to look at the clock so that when my actual alarm went off I would be surprised and not have wasted any time on how much longer I could sleep.
Today was not awful...i did not puke, i did not collapse into a weeping ball of goo and refuse to go any further...I did it.  And I will probably stay in these super comfy $10 athletic pants all damn day!!!  May even wear them to swing by and get some more $10 comfy athletic pants.

Seriously though, it was tough, I did a lot more walking than jogging, I modified All.The push ups and those stupid, dumb "Johnny C's"...whoever that guy is needs a nut-punch (right after that Burpee fellow). I am still nervous and anxious...pretty sure I will not be able to use my arms tomorrow but that wont matter because my abdomen will probably render me immobile after those....banana Gut busters.

My Trainer is awesome, she texted me to make sure I was up and even followed up with an encouraging text post work out! I looking to see what else i can do tomorrow (probably nothing) but am looking forward to my next workout on Wednesday!

*afternoon~evening Update...I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED.....
 I fell asleep playing Castle with my kid. Sitting up straight even! I think i felt it the moment my rear end hit the cushion, it was like a nice cozy rest blanket fell on my shoulders and my head was bobbing like a...well like a bobble head does.
I had to pull it together and go get my other kid from school but believe me the second we got home i was face down in the sofa and OUT for at least 37 minutes. Im not gonna lie, there is a good chance drool happened.

I should wrap this up by saying I am no less enthusiastic about this journey, I worked this vessel harder this morning than I have in Years! honest. and I will probably be in bed (maybe asleep even) before a SUR server has their first drink...(Vanderpump Rules ((on at 8pm for reference))Ya'LL!!!).

tomorrow though...{{{sigh face emoji}}} Pray for me!

Through Him and from my heart,

-i